Well after a year full of disappointments and heartache I can officially tack another one into my “this year sucks” column. Sigh………….I have been trying so hard to stay positive and I just can’t seem to catch a break. I applied for a really great job that I really wanted last year (when there was no opening) and they gave it to someone else. It was going to allow me the flexibility I needed to spend time with my family and give me a huge pay raise. I have tried for weeks not to get my hopes up but of course…silly me… I did. What can I say….not everything works out how I would like them too.
I don’t know what this year is trying to tell me or why I can’t seem to catch a break but I do know one thing. Life isn’t going to break me nor is it going to wear me down too much. I am strong and capable and I will get through what I have to get through in order to get something better. However, I also know that my kids and my husband are the most important things in my life and right now I am unable to give them 100% which is unfair to them. Changes have to be made and if that comes with sacrifice, than so be it. I’ve always wanted to be Wonder Woman and I can be…….but I will not have it all if it means me being unhappy. Nobody likes an unhappy Wonder Woman.
So here is to finding open doors and running through them before they close in my face…. Cheers!!